My college click, well one even just broke up with hers. My high school cliques, well, they all have boyfies now. I didnвЂ™t even know that it was different with how my parents treat me or my sulking guy friends, who only love to play computer games and drink, donвЂ™t even do that to me.

Almost all my closest friends said it was. Goodbye.ДЇuck! Can I even say that it was even it? My best friend told me so. Now, I wonвЂ™t be able to sit beside you anymore. The teacher told me I have to transfer sections, they said because I was smart. They thought I was a nice kid.ДЇirst Crush, I have to say goodbye. They thought I wonвЂ™t be able to do such thing. He cried so badly and the teachers shocked. I always fought back even hit another kid on his knees. Well, they started leaving me out on everything and tease me more. However I started hating boys, when honestly I was more fun with them. But you never cared and the other girls were trying to look better than me. I want to look cool than everybody and wear my casual ones. I didnвЂ™t wear the dress that was almost same as my sisters. So, I tried to look my best last Christmas party. Then they started teasing one girl that she likes you. But then when we started playing and you were the host, I fell and ruined my school uniform. I really want to show off how fast I ran that I even practiced running back and forth before we started playing. I played hide and seek with everyone today. But why do I feel strange now hanging out with them. I am finding watching animes and playing paper games with boys more fun. Maybe because I donвЂ™t gossip about boys and I donвЂ™t actually get what they say. But why do I feel embarrassed and bad after doing that little mischief. I was the unknown person in class, no faults, no demerits, just a normal student.

Then the teacher came and finally said what a stupid thing I did. That got me feeling bad because your mother might kill me. You did laugh but you suddenly said it would be a hard wash. Finally, I was able to get back at you being so annoying. So I took my crayon and drew a really long line in front of your polo shirt. I gotВ annoyed because you kept asking unusual things. I remembered our teacher was looking at us when we make funny noises in our seats. But now it feels like they are looking over me differently and that I have to act sweet. I was actually hanging out with them before.

I get embarrassed easily now with all the boys around me. I donвЂ™t know why but guys find playing more with me than girls. But then guys would always joke with me and borrow my cool pencil cases to play. Maybe because I canвЂ™t actually play the Chinese garter. We play hide and seek, or any other games. Therefore, I would chase them with a stick. When we play, they would always say that I am so weak. They were ugly and nosy and they call me names. Last year, I never even cared about boys. We were seatmates back then and I actually never cared about you.

My first love 2015